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hey guys,
my name is sarah, and just to inform all of you cigarette-butts, i have negative no internet access at home because my brother thought i would be as funny as a period-stain-on-white-pants to put passwords all over my computer, so i have no possible way of using my religious-computer... (arent older brothers just the best??) anyways well im on my way to the beach right now with POM-POM, and gonna get a poo-coloured-tan, went and got my bikini line and legs waxed today so i would look hot-ass at the beach tomorrow, and let me tell you, it hurt like jelly does when it gets eaten!! so enough about my hobbit life, i hope everyone is having a great barbie style life, full of kleenex boxes, incense, flourescent lights and ken, i sure as jelly-beans am!!
anyways i better be off, but will email all you manure-boxes when i get internet again!!
love always
shala
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[21 Dec 2004|03:06pm] |
hey there
well yeah people i am on aussie now and will be here forever.. if i can last that long...
hahahahaha the weather here is sooo nice... but i kinda have nothin to do... my friendsare cool but they are alwasy working and shit i just want a day with them and hang and talk... hahahah ut yeha ian and i are hanging out... but i realized that the people here have to talk everythin through and alwasy think somethings up,.... bUT omg hahahah i love the drama here well not being apart of it but listening o em... ahhahah so funny... well yeah i miss ya all in taiwan... ahhaha well bye bye love shala...
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[12 Dec 2004|06:24pm] |
wow i just read my last entry... wel i tired to anyway godi have been at school for 14 years and in that post it looks like i have only just started to attend.... ahhaha i think i was really excited... well yeha i got my labtop today and yeha it is really cool... ahhah i am happy should be doing some work but oh well fuck it... tomorrow is my last day of school... kinda scared now.... time to grow up...
OH i took out my nose ring... i think i just got sick of it but yeah now i am down to only four piercings...
bye bye kiss kiss hug hug love love
MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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[10 Dec 2004|08:54am] |
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today is my last A day ever and i dunno i am sooooo happy and sad...... dfhkdfjkhdfhsdklfhsdjkfnlksadhfkljsncdnmzxcblaisdf nmx lidfh;
ok really excited... yeha baby i am nearly done... done for good no more high school... yay i have been in scholl for 14 years... yeah 14... i have re dopne 2 years bwecause of moving,.... so i am soooo ready to leave...
yeahs here i come sleepp.... mwah XOXOOXOX
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[07 Dec 2004|06:11pm] |
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silent car ride home.... why do you like to do this to me?? i am leaving in 12 days and all you care about is urself... and ur money!!! this is the one time i need something and you both say no.... what is the problem??? i know you have been throught this before but i havent... just take back all the things i have ever recieved from you and i will start fresh with MY life and you can start fresh with yours.... ok bye now...
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[26 Nov 2004|12:43pm] |
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24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24 24
11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11 11
24 days till i arrive in AUSSIE...
11 days left of school....
life is loverly.... must not slck off... DO WORK WORK WORK
love you all XOXO
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[18 Nov 2004|10:01pm] |
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hey there people... well i should really get my senior d finished! yeah have to do it... i dun even have the photos done :S
well i only got 8 "B"days and 8 "A"days left so in total i have 16 school days left..so little... thats only 3weeks.. then i am free.... free to sleep thats all i am looking forward to... oh and christmas my favorite holiday of the year.. makes me feel warm inside...
tears in my eyes already
love you all
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[09 Nov 2004|09:03pm] |
i dont think i will be putting anymore photos on here i like this more as a speak ur mind thing.. i will keep my xanga as my photo thing... this is my brain/feelings outlet...
miced feeling sux... your happy ur sad ur happy ur sad.. i really hate them but thats life and life is complicated... do ya remember in lower/middle school people teased you or ganged up on you? well yeh i ahte seeing that still in high school.. being picked on by friends sux like they no that it pisses you off and ya have said stop but they keep going ang going... it frustrates me and upsets me... i dunno how to react.. i wont cry it doesnt hurt that much but my smile goes and suddenly i feel like the new kid again... i hate that god i do.. but also it is loverly to have a gardian angel(good friend) to save you and make you feel wonderfull... that person will never stop being loved by all.. sometimes i play wuth people but i know when to stop... i wish i could block out all the bad people in my life or all the bad things that have happened.. well i have but sometimes i look back a remember them and it sux... btu i am happy i have good friedns /friend who is nice and helps me get my smile back and helps me when i have fallen down deeper than ever.. enough of that.. tiem for happiness
If you are ever falling i will be there for you... and anyone else...
No more childish people...
I am never going to stop laughing... if i had one wish it would be to laugh everyday aleast once... ok that wish came true... then i wish i could find someone to laugh with all the time and would laugh with me not matter wat and we would not take our problems out on eachother we would help eachother through it,...
i really miss my brother... he saves me... ian ian ian you rock... cant wait to see ya in aussie 5 weeks and 3days YEAHHHHHH
love kiss
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[08 Nov 2004|09:25pm] |
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just cheaking out if this thing works it is my first time using it... but this is me and my friend being total wierdos... love love love... SHALA
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[01 Nov 2004|11:01pm] |
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today is a good day... everything is fixed and finally my life seems to have a sence of direction... i know how cliche of me but really... i do have direction now!
i wonder if my life will turn out how i want it to.. i wish i could just fast forward a couple of years and see where i will be... hahaha i hope that i am making ok money and have a sweet boyfriend...
ya know wat i really want i want a guy ahah no not even that i want a guy to flirt with i am dying to flirt ahah really i love to flirt like it is the best feeling... well i only got like 5 weeks left till i can flirt all i want.... but yeha will miss lovely nights in taipei where nothin matters except a few laughs with some of the best people i have ever meet in my whole life... hope when i am 30 and i look bakc on this live journal (if it still exists) and be like wow i was a weird kid... but shit i laughed a hell of a lot and that is the most healthy thing in the world... plus i wont remember any of the bad things when i am older i will just remember all the times i laughed... well that is enough of my rambling.. this was the inner workings of my crazy (laughing) mind
kisss
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[26 Oct 2004|12:03pm] |
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hey havent wrote in this thing for ages i know... solly... hahah
well yeah a massive typhoon hit taiwan yesturday it was scary well it was the first time i have ever been scaered in a typhoon.. It was most proberly the last typhoon i will experience before i go home.. so it was a nice memorie.. my dad thought it was fab he drove around like a loony lookign at all the damage... haha anyways i am done to 7 weeks now which is really scary aswell...ahah OH my loverly sam got me a taiwanese flag the other day ahha and now it is hanging at the entrance of my room :D
i dunno what to do with myself!?!? ahhah i think i should stop slacking off... yeeah thast the first step ok... NO MORE SLACKIN SHALA!! ahha well i hope i stick to this... haha love love love...
oh got a gmail... i dunno if i can say good by to my good old hotmail????!?! ahaha i will just keep both of them!! YEHA good idea!! i am pyscho right now
so goodbyeeee.
love.
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[19 Oct 2004|12:50pm] |
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waiting for the taxi is the most annoying time ever....
but waiting is the whole thing....
270 10mins
catcha
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[15 Oct 2004|09:07pm] |
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Some helpfull advice for many people i hope well atleast some of my friends!! (stole this from a friends xanga sorry)
Are you in love when just his presence makes you dizzy and your heart beats so hard that you think it's breaking through your chest?
Are you in love when your stomach twists when you’re dialing his number?
Are you in love when you're hyperventilating, as your and his feet get closer?
Are you in love when his face haunts you day and night?
Are you in love when your hands shake while trying to find paper and pen for a digits exchange?
OR...
Are you in love when you dramatize about a simple negative detail?
Are you in love when you feel depressed when he doesn’t try calling you back?
Are you in love when you go over your limit to work things out?
Are you in love when pride just doesn’t matter anymore?
Sometimes you feel like you're holding onto something precious... something you can't afford to lose... but turns out it could simply be the fruit of your imagination and fantasy. So why is the idea of giving up so wrecking?
Kiss xox
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[14 Oct 2004|07:44pm] |
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my house fone bill was 10000NT my dad is soooo pissed... so if ya dun see me in the next few days ahhaha ya'll know y...
kiss
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[11 Oct 2004|11:59am] |
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haha trying to type with one hand while smoking with the other... very hard!!
10 weeks
thats it no more dream world... no more 7 11 dinners... no more clubbin in this city... life for the past 3years is finished.. BUT NOT FORGOTTEN
i know when leave the tears will be sad and happy at the same time...
looking forward to it..
dreading it...
sad to see it end..
happy to move on...
lifes little surprises... better live everyday here as if its my last cause one day it will be..
kiss
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[07 Oct 2004|09:38am] |
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you know wat really gets me is when people drang shit out...
get over it... really cause we are all to old to be wasting our time on problems u have with other people.... so what if i dont do somethign that pleases u... its not ur life its mine... i am sorry if this is harsh but really we all get caught up in wat happened and not in wats gunna happen stop living a pissed off life.. get over it move on.. and enjoy what u have left... and maybe ya can be happy while ya do that..!
kiss
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[28 Sep 2004|10:49pm] |
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i pour my heart and soul into somethings... and they are just clouded by your talking...
i wonder if you realize i am even talking anymore. do you understand my words? You live in a fantasy world and i know half the things you say are mot true.. you have done this before! i knwo you will never read this and thats why i can say all these things...
i dont have the guts to say it to you.. and thats my problem..
love
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[23 Sep 2004|08:03am] |
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Ok sooo in 24 hrs from now WOULD OF been the day of my graduation in australia... but no i moved to taiwan and NOW i have 12weeks till my graduation... i dunno it just upsets me to think that all my friends (in Australia) are going trough this momentous occasion together and i am not apart of it... actually it sux cause everyone has changed so much and so have io but i havent been there for the changes so sometimes when i go home i dont even know the people anymore... they are strangers in my friends bodies.. no matter how rediculous that sounds its true.. i love taiwan and i really enjoy living here but there are times when i wish i never moved.. there a moments when i cant haddle it here liek when one of my friends in australia is hurt or a family member passes i am not there for them.. like yeah ba back later
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[07 Sep 2004|11:13pm] |
hey peri lee ya there... ok i took one of those quick quizs abotu who will be in ur live journal band ahhaha and look the results... haha iwas just doing it for fun and kinda freaky answer... muahahah love and kiss
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[07 Sep 2004|10:57pm] |
| How to make a Sarah |
Ingredients:
5 parts jealousy
5 parts courage
1 part energy |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add curiosity to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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